it's never a pretty thing cleaning house. it's messy, and some things are hard to look at. Believe me when i say i have looked at my past and my future. i know there is a purpose for my life, and in finding that purpose i have hit a few brick walls. i am reminded time and time again that God never said it was easy. in fact before even starting this blog, in my heart he warned me it would be hard, and yet i felt it was one of my missions.
Lets be real, life is hard, confusing, and mean at times. it is not easy to be vocal about your beliefs or faith. Let me make this very clear, i love Him, i serve Him, i am not Him!
i am not Christ, i will make mistakes, i will stumble many times, of this i am sure. My words are not Gods word, but merely a mothers hearts cry to know more, and be more. in that way becoming who i am meant to be.