i have pushed away when i should have pulled close.
i have left when i should have stayed.
i have been silent when i should have spoken up.
i have hide when i needed to be seen.
i have hurt instead of heal.
i have held on when i needed to let go.
i have missed the mark yet again.
in my humanness i have failed.
i have rejected love and held onto the hate.
i have wept in the dark instead of look to the light.
i have let despair cover me like a cold itchy blanket.
i have become my own enemy.
i choose now to forgive and not give up.
To love everything and not give in.
To not wait for hugs but give them willingly.
To embrace me for who i am.
i can be a sensitive trusting person who can be easily hurt at times, but God made me that way.
i pray i use it to show compassion, and worry for others, and not wallow in it for myself.
i believe this will bring healing and blessings to those around me.
i will not restrict my heart anymore, but let God be #1 and fill my heart completely.
i will act, and not react.